I'm going to start out with honesty.
I don't like who I've become, and more importantly I don't like who I portray myself as when I write.
In my previous blog, I seemed to focus on the negative things going on in my life. I used writing as an outlet for stress and frustration. I'm going to try to channel my stress and frustration into appreciation for all of the great things I have in my life, or I have going for me. I want to focus on the good instead of the bad. Maybe by doing so I can figure out what there is in my life that causes my stress and frustration and eventually eliminate it.
This is a new start for me. A list of dreams, an unconscious stream of thoughts strung together at 3 am when I can't sleep. Things I wanna do, people who inspire me. Who knows?
Things may get pretty deep or personal on here, I genuinely have no idea how this is going to go...
Maybe it will turn into the same kind of blog I wrote before, or maybe this will be the greatest thing I've ever done in my life.
I guess we will find out at the same time, won't we?
